Sometimes It Hits Me

Don’t you just hate it when there’s so much stuff you want but zero money? It’s like you feel like you can’t live your life to the fullest. I know it’s a sin to rely so much on money but money provides you so much things in life. Especially when you’re not in good terms with your family and don’t have close friends like me! But maybe one of these days things will change…maybe. I’ve been thinking about writing more because maybe I will come up with something other people want to read? Also I blame the fact that everything, I mean everything is so freaking expensive here! More expensive than in most countries. And even though I pay a lot for some sweater it will break easily. So it’s irritating to buy something you like but have no quality. Makes me feel bad when I watch american girls on youtube and how they have so much different kind of clothes and make up even though they live in a state where they have maybe one two seasons… I don’t mean to sound depressing but sometimes it just hits me how stupid it is to live here. So what I’m left with is dreaming. Dreaming of a happier future.

Though I have bought a lot of make up since my last cosmetic related posts so I should do those. And maybe talk more about what direction I want to take.

How To Become More Gyaru

There's some stuff I need to do to become more the way I want to be. I need to start to use more make up so I get more practise. I need to take better care of my appearance and diet. I need to be more considerant of the clothes I buy. There's so much stuff I want to buy online. I wish I had the money. But I know I will do it!

Thing is that I have a buttload of make up so I don't need to waste money on basic stuff. But I keep finding these super cute asian ones online. I wish I didn't have so much western ones so I wouldn't feel bad about getting more.

A New Beginning

I have made a decision.

It doesn't matter what has happened and what will happen.

It doesn't matter if I'm not perfect or good enough for my dreams.

I'm still going to go for them.

It's not anyone elses business what I am.

It's mine

It belongs to me

I know I almost stoppen posting stuff here mostly because I haven't had time to do so but now I will start to do so. And I will talk about more things than just make up. I mean life's so much more than that and if I don't start now, when will I? Before I had more personal blogs but they usually died because that problem I talked about got solved or disappeared... Or I don't know. The point is now I'm gonna try to do things differently. Also adding a nice picture ♥

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