Wedding Cake

I want those two on top of my wedding cake when the time comes(again) ^_____^

More Books

I've been very excited to read this book called "The Hunger Game". When I was working in a bookstore earlier this year, I saw the book on the teenage section and it seemed to be very popular. I rememver thinking why. I mean my first impression of the book was that it's some boys in some deserted island trying to stay alive.

When I heard Elle from Youtube (AllThatGlitters21) review the book serie, I got interested in it. I never thought it would be some futuristic love story thing. I read the first 40 pages last night when I should have been sleeping ^^' It was okay, I like the way it has been written. Though I have to say I'm not a fan of forest people xD

Trying To Read

I have been reading more than usual lately. Well mostly the books hang around in my room but I do read them occasionally. It's hard when you have an unemployed husband who has so much time on his hands so I end up doing stuff with him. I do wish I had more alone time. Our apartment is quite small so it feel weird to be doing stuff separately in the same room. Do other people have this same problem? Any ideas how to solve this?



Anyway so I've been into this book serie called "House of Night"that is about this girl who turns into a vampire and has to move away from her family to a vampire community. The book has not yet hooked me but I do enjoy reading it. You can find vampire things everywhere now, which I'm happy about. Vampires are one of my favorite "mythical" beings and I do find them facinating...and sexy....real sexy!

My Huawei

Cellphones are an important part of our daily lives now. I know my phone is very precious to me and means a lot. Not for the obvious reasons though. I love customizing it, I wish there was more skins or hard covers available for it T-T Also the cover itself is kind of sort so I don't think adding diamonds etc. would work. But it is so nice. I think Android phones are gonna become so great soon. They have so much potential. My phone is already full of different kinds of applications. I love weight and food tracking programs. Though I'm still trying to find the one for me. But anyway I love them <3

What kind of cellphone do you have?

Getting Fit With Hello Kitty

I've always laughed at these but this one I could actually buy if I had the money!

Taking A New Page

I have not posted anything in along time but I think my problem is that make up is not my life. My life is so much more and I think that now I want to share those things with other people, have conversations and share ideas. Of course I might still post about cosmetics but I want to talk about so many other things that are going in my life. I don't want to start a new blog for this, I'm just going to extend this one. I hope it will be enjoyable for me and the readers.

My Asian Inspiration

I know what I want to look like. Here's some samples:



There's no way I can look like that though since I'm not asian. But I can still mimic the clothes, hair and make up.Also asians use different kind of expressions from what I'm used to over in my country. Girls are not cute here, they need to be flaming hot and look like they can punch you. I also think western people have a different kind of view on being hot. Girls look slutty over here! That's why I admire the softness and kindness asian girls can have. I was teased a lot in school for being too kind. I also wish we had school uniforms here. But maybe I will get a chance to use one in cosplay/theme parties.

Sometimes It Hits Me

Don’t you just hate it when there’s so much stuff you want but zero money? It’s like you feel like you can’t live your life to the fullest. I know it’s a sin to rely so much on money but money provides you so much things in life. Especially when you’re not in good terms with your family and don’t have close friends like me! But maybe one of these days things will change…maybe. I’ve been thinking about writing more because maybe I will come up with something other people want to read? Also I blame the fact that everything, I mean everything is so freaking expensive here! More expensive than in most countries. And even though I pay a lot for some sweater it will break easily. So it’s irritating to buy something you like but have no quality. Makes me feel bad when I watch american girls on youtube and how they have so much different kind of clothes and make up even though they live in a state where they have maybe one two seasons… I don’t mean to sound depressing but sometimes it just hits me how stupid it is to live here. So what I’m left with is dreaming. Dreaming of a happier future.

Though I have bought a lot of make up since my last cosmetic related posts so I should do those. And maybe talk more about what direction I want to take.

How To Become More Gyaru

There's some stuff I need to do to become more the way I want to be. I need to start to use more make up so I get more practise. I need to take better care of my appearance and diet. I need to be more considerant of the clothes I buy. There's so much stuff I want to buy online. I wish I had the money. But I know I will do it!

Thing is that I have a buttload of make up so I don't need to waste money on basic stuff. But I keep finding these super cute asian ones online. I wish I didn't have so much western ones so I wouldn't feel bad about getting more.

A New Beginning

I have made a decision.

It doesn't matter what has happened and what will happen.

It doesn't matter if I'm not perfect or good enough for my dreams.

I'm still going to go for them.

It's not anyone elses business what I am.

It's mine

It belongs to me

I know I almost stoppen posting stuff here mostly because I haven't had time to do so but now I will start to do so. And I will talk about more things than just make up. I mean life's so much more than that and if I don't start now, when will I? Before I had more personal blogs but they usually died because that problem I talked about got solved or disappeared... Or I don't know. The point is now I'm gonna try to do things differently. Also adding a nice picture ♥

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